Wasted Years

Yeah, I know, it's been awhile. What can I say? It's been over a month and I still miss my little bud. It hurts a little less each day but I still find myself looking for him sometimes.

Work's been a massive bitch. The latest round of bullshit involved me and two others being thrown under a bus for something that was in no way our fault. At least I'm in good company. Just counting down the days now... hopefully the summer will bring some change for the better.

Outside of work, after two and a half years, I expected things to be drastically different from how they are now. Then I wake up and come to my senses, realizing that they're not different and it's my fault for letting myself get walked all over. I expected more from someone and got a hell of a lot less. Despite paperwork and recommendations that spell everything out, someone still refuses to allow things to progress. It's ok though, there will be consequences. That's a guarantee.

Picked up the new Creed. Somewhat disappointed, which is shocking. Maybe it'll grow on me after a few more listens. "Overcome" is all me though. Sums up the last couple of years and all the bullshit.

There ya go - Still alive and kicking! Just laying low to avoid having things used against me... shitty way to live, really.

Change is coming though.