I got plenty of ’em. Yet another argument (a bad one – not that any of them are ever good) with SM yesterday during which I accused her of lying. Which, of course, she promptly denied.
The bitch of it is – even if she’s not lying, she has zero credibility with me. There’s nothing to help me trust what she says. And I’m generally okay with that until shit like yesterday happens. What if she’s not lying? How can I know for sure? I guess the real question is – is it possible to ever trust someone again after they’ve stuck a knife in your back?
I can ask that question until the day I die, but I damn sure won’t get an answer. And in the grand scheme of things, it’s a meaningless question.
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