It was time. Time to blow it all away – all 7 years of ranting and raving. It had to go… It might have served as an interesting look at how someone changes over 7 years, but that doesn’t matter. Due to the last 3 years, I couldn’t really rant the way I needed to. And if I couldn’t rant about current events, I figured why leave up the old rants? Gone are the naive ramblings of a constantly pissed-off bitter individual.
Oh, I still get pissed off. The difference now is, most of the time I let it go almost as soon as it rolls in. There’s no point in being pissed off all the time. It doesn’t change anything. It doesn’t fix the problem. There are some things that have me doing a constant slow burn – but they can’t be changed and so I accept them and work with them. There are some people that I can’t stand to be around. I ignore them, except for the brief points in time I have to interact with them. Outside of that, they don’t exist to me. They have no place in my reality. As weird as it sounds, it actually works.
So this is my fresh start. I’m done dwelling on the past and what could’ve been and I refuse to set unrealistic expectations about the future. Living in the now, taking each day as it comes, putting one foot in front of the other – these are the things I do. This is how I live my life. Expect infrequent random ramblings. Maybe a picture here or there. Basically – whatever strikes my fancy…
See you around.